35 more days...

It's going to be half a year since I enlisted.
Everybody asks me how is it like.
I used to be able to reply easily that it's still alright but recently, i'm becoming

more and more depressed about it. I feel like i do things mindless-ly.
"Where's the meaning to all this?"
I've thought about this question and I have faith that god
has planned all this as of a purpose,
For now, it's for him to know and for me to find out in the future.
Which i somehow can't stand.

The happy and go lucky kelvin has moved away.
I pray that he moves back soon.

I hardly have time for myself. The record breaking
number of hours out of camp for a week was 9 hours.
how lovely.

I watch my friends one by one enlist.
JH, Sheng, Lin Yi, Malcome?... ...

Jeff, YW, Sze Ho, Ernest, Ben... they are next.
Even jeff is feeling the depression. I'm worried for him.

I can't even believe LY loves the lifestyle.

I sometimes even can't find time to hang out with all my friends.
And sometimes hardly my family.

I need my real life back......................

and my album cravings are getting bigger and bigger. DAMN!!!!!