今天中午，美丽妈妈特地从工作跑回家，为了姐姐因拔智慧牙煮粥。
忙完后，坐在沙发上。
忽然间，情绪稍微失控，留下眼泪。
我吓着了。

很压力的妈妈被公司的未来经济担忧，
为姐姐近以来的冷漠于情绪化担忧，
为我和姐姐近以来的互相吵骂担忧，
以为我认为妈妈对姐姐比较偏心而担忧。

看着平时很稳定的妈妈担忧着，
我的心渐渐增加的酸痛，
挂在眼眶的眼泪似乎以水坝的河流，
挣扎着。

妈妈认为她做的不好。

但我知道她已经很努力了。
在我心中，美丽妈妈是最棒了。

但是对言语不通的我，
只给她一个安慰的拥抱，
默默的在心中，希望妈妈能更坚强的努力着。

妈妈，我爱你。
加油啊。

In the afternoon, Mom took an effort to make a trip home during lunch hour just to make porridge for Sis as she had just went for a wisdom tooth extraction. After the rush, she sat on the sofa to take a breather. It was in a split second that she started tearing, unable to further control her emotions.
I was taken aback.

Mom was very stressed out.
She worried about the future financial status of the company,
how sis was being very temperamental, the frequent quarrels between my sister and I,
and how she thought that I was jealous that my sis was being more favored over me.

I looked at mom.
The usually emotionally-stable woman who is my hero was breaking down.
My heart ached as though my heart was slowly lowered into a basin of vinegar.
The tears I shed hung still on the lower eyelids, like water before the river dam, with the desire of rushing through yet trapped by the dam wall.

Mom thinks she has been not been competent enough.
But I know she has tried her very best and she is already my hero.

I couldn’t express myself clearly with words,
so I gave her a hug, wishing deep inside my heart that god give her strength.

I love you mum.